Today, we officially hired a company to reconstruct our home. The man who owns the company spend 20 minutes showing me some of the details in our home he found most impressive. He seemed impressed with the quality and the beauty of the woodwork and promised to do his best to replicate it.
Now we get to see our house become new again, and this time, we can fix the changes that bothered us from before.
So I should feel excited, right?
But I don't, really.
I feel overwhelmed, and I feel sad.
I never wanted to build a home, because I didn't have to have to make all of the decisions that go along with it.
I don't want to picture my house in any way other than how it used to be.
I really don't want to think about them gutting my home.
It's simply too much.
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